Today

UHM..i sucK at updating this but i SWEARRRRRRRRRR
ima start getting better. I SWEAR! i dont feel lik talkin on camera today ,
so im backin to writing.After suffering a massive nightmare last night,
i have this creative impulse to start blogging my ideas...n other foolery that goes on in "life"
MAN after a dream lik that im not expecting sleep anytime soon....As usual music is goin welll.I took a break but im hea.
(sidenote:everyone feels lik they can relate wen i get personal///ill try....ima really try )
n if ur new to my page...Welcome...im random...i ramble ...still i entertain



ToDAY...TodaY..Todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

(i kno i look lik a lion in the picture above LOL !)

1st n foremost i cant take anymore excitement .... i keep thinkin that watever "this " is ... is a phase but
shit is just reoccurring so Im just gonna accept the mess my life consists of....
..anyway ive been SHAKIN MY HEAD alll day,because i dont understand how
he Went the extra mile to delete me out his life only to make a surprise appearance..
looking 4 a reaction ? or did u think i'd try get back on ? we both on to the next..
.so wat was the purpose for the spontaneous outreach today?

other than i that i spent the day in retrospect,comparing who i am today with who i used to b
and what better way to do that then to read my old blogs from myspace.

(october8,2007)

"And i m thinking to myself ,who am i gonna be?. am i gonna be the Lauren thas a complete sweetheart and always smiling. The Lauren thats always listens and tries to solve every one's problems even when they dont want her around lol.. always makin jokes ..etc u kno me

Or the Lauren who dosent care about shyt and puts everythin on blast just because...Treats every guy that comes into contact like a dog just because i got hurt more than a few times n im insecure..On the defensive 24/7....cut off every one that bullshyts me... dosent care if ur mad or not . dosent wanna help.. ... n just be a slightly negitive person...."



( june30,2008)
"1. if i hate the shyt out of you.....why ask ur friend to ask me why am im not dancing with you...smh its dead ....im never gonna see uagain so im chillin
2. If you feel a certain type of way let me kno...not my bestfriend... cus im not even gonna respond how old are you ?
i guess we play telephone now.. grr...
3. why wait til now to try to pursue me....im leavin im never gonna see ur ass again neither
4. he thought..he was low but technology gets niggaz in trouble ."


........... i think im pretty much the same lol just a bit more intense ...enough

just b4 i got too caught up in my thoughts j.whitt saves the day..truly a man an a half. he did this jus 4 me but im selfish so u only get a preview



jwhitt
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