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Judge me and you'll have no time left to love me -drake <3


sumtimes ...i forget...but im so blessed to have these kinda reminders.i owe people like this everything, Thank You..



RT @BossTypeNinja #ff miss @cootiebaby she is a singer , song writer , actress , poet , alldat too much to name but I swear when (cont) http://tl.gd/q56ef



Every day i live in my toughest skin
never really compelled by those,who play that familiar role
but i entertain them all,watch them come and go
repeated scenes..lines of truth only wen its convenient
and i play along, improvise ..act lik i dont seee it


im tired

(sidenote.. last post was vulgar..i kno better)

yawwwn !

sO im class starin at my teacher's tracks.she looks great without that 1 track..lemme stop but still its distracting.

the pimp in me..

i asked my white boy <3 Gabe to bless me one time with jholiday pimp in me..i watched this video lik a good mmm 15-20 times today..ugh hes dope..thanks baby LOL ..i needed a fix..but 4 real he takes me higher on the guitar :x dangerous





so recently my sister made a twitter,
and her tweets have had me dyin lately cus shes the truth LOL

RT @hlc23 why do dudes like mean girls?...im rude to you and u keep coming back...when im nice its like a chase

RT @hlc23 why does a text saying "good morning baby how's your day so far?" gross me out??!!

coote/cox/grant Women are so intolerant wen it comes to men...and thas how it should be.....right ??

Today

UHM..i sucK at updating this but i SWEARRRRRRRRRR
ima start getting better. I SWEAR! i dont feel lik talkin on camera today ,
so im backin to writing.After suffering a massive nightmare last night,
i have this creative impulse to start blogging my ideas...n other foolery that goes on in "life"
MAN after a dream lik that im not expecting sleep anytime soon....As usual music is goin welll.I took a break but im hea.
(sidenote:everyone feels lik they can relate wen i get personal///ill try....ima really try )
n if ur new to my page...Welcome...im random...i ramble ...still i entertain



ToDAY...TodaY..Todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

(i kno i look lik a lion in the picture above LOL !)

1st n foremost i cant take anymore excitement .... i keep thinkin that watever "this " is ... is a phase but
shit is just reoccurring so Im just gonna accept the mess my life consists of....
..anyway ive been SHAKIN MY HEAD alll day,because i dont understand how
he Went the extra mile to delete me out his life only to make a surprise appearance..
looking 4 a reaction ? or did u think i'd try get back on ? we both on to the next..
.so wat was the purpose for the spontaneous outreach today?

other than i that i spent the day in retrospect,comparing who i am today with who i used to b
and what better way to do that then to read my old blogs from myspace.

(october8,2007)

"And i m thinking to myself ,who am i gonna be?. am i gonna be the Lauren thas a complete sweetheart and always smiling. The Lauren thats always listens and tries to solve every one's problems even when they dont want her around lol.. always makin jokes ..etc u kno me

Or the Lauren who dosent care about shyt and puts everythin on blast just because...Treats every guy that comes into contact like a dog just because i got hurt more than a few times n im insecure..On the defensive 24/7....cut off every one that bullshyts me... dosent care if ur mad or not . dosent wanna help.. ... n just be a slightly negitive person...."



( june30,2008)
"1. if i hate the shyt out of you.....why ask ur friend to ask me why am im not dancing with you...smh its dead ....im never gonna see uagain so im chillin
2. If you feel a certain type of way let me kno...not my bestfriend... cus im not even gonna respond how old are you ?
i guess we play telephone now.. grr...
3. why wait til now to try to pursue me....im leavin im never gonna see ur ass again neither
4. he thought..he was low but technology gets niggaz in trouble ."


........... i think im pretty much the same lol just a bit more intense ...enough

just b4 i got too caught up in my thoughts j.whitt saves the day..truly a man an a half. he did this jus 4 me but im selfish so u only get a preview



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