so i've been in & out of that scary place that people go where lives are given & taken ( the hospital )
its been a scary experience thus far but im strong believer in faith n i kno ill be ok .. thanks again for everyone that has been praying and thinking of me..you know i love you with every bone in my body. ill be out of the game for the next 3 weeks .... this sux so bad cus i have so much i have to go get off my chest musically.
( n tho i wont show it im hurtin sooo much emotionally they said to expect it but lik its on a higher level right now , tryin to not let it in )
i feel lik dead cus i cant do anything.....cant eat much....struggling to drink n breath .cant sing... yet they're taking blood test and swabs n blood tests...nnnnn i cant sing ..
im just out of my mind.
maybe this is a wake call of sum sort maybe im not moving fast enough?
im staring at the ceiling lik....whats next? cus im not even gonna attempt to stear this ship, cus right now im lost sea
but no matter wat ever bs im goin thru hes will always be myreason
amen ?
stay positive
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Praize!.... hang in there babygirl.... you know i would go through the fire for you!.... so u know im with u already!
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